It had been a rather reflective week.. After I started reading this.
I hope that this will mark the end of the tumultuous ups and downs of my spiritual walk. Really. I’m sick and tired of my current walk. I’m basically a christian on Sundays (if I go service that is) and then behaving like a non Christian on weekdays. There are times I just wanna give up altogether and just not attend church at all. I don’t like doing things half heartedly to just get by.
I don’t wanna give reasons like Oh i am busy with my 2 kids.. Oh I’m still hurt by past incident.. Oh I’m not tithing so i don’t think i should even attend. I see so many of my church friends in worser situations and yet they still put God first!
During these few days while reading the above book which I bought on Google Play, the picture that you see in the 4 spiritual laws, where jesus is on the throne of my life and every other commitment being neatly arranged in a circle came to my mind. And i thought how nice it would be if my commitments are as nicely arranged.
I hope to be able to work towards that.. I really wish I’m a strong Christian who is firm and guided by the correct principles.
Well let’s see. I know I’m just rambling.